Monday night worth remembering

Last night I got home and read some waiting for Raven and Danni to come over and my hunny came and snuggled in my lap really cute. After traffic evil and bad pizza we went to Benigans where we were surrounded by children so had to talk about strangulation sex and peeling boys and “Golder Dawns,” quietly. We mostly succeeded. But really we are so inappropriate for children I wonder if it is the healer being earthy and just saying what we feel or it could be the sex fiend. Probably just the sex fiend. So had good food then went back and chatted. Talked a little with hunny and Raven and Danni and hunny was working so she didn’t get to hang out though I think she was interested in doing so. Raven did some work on her and showed Danni and I what she was doing hoping to help hunny with the icky balance vertigo wobbly thingy. Then hunny went and worked feeling better. I then showed Danni how to change her energy alignment from SUCK to Trickle, then showed her where she kept her joy and how to let if fill her and radiate outward. This I think helped her balance better and will calm her. More chatting and kinky talk, showed the girls my room and how quiet it is compared to the rest of the house and Raven walked in and just curled up on the bed…very cute and catlike. Danni was made crazy by the lack of noise, she was getting visibly agitated, ADD kicking in I’m sure. So we went to do some work, what they are calling the “Josh treatment”. Which I can describe best as helping the person access the person they could be and helping them see it and giving them a push to work towards it. I have pretty good luck with it, as Nick put it, brushing away the cobwebs of the mind. She felt empowered afterwards and stronger in her core. So that is all good and happy. Worked on Raven as she asked for prosperity, so her “boys” and I conspired to do a bit of re-weaving, but alas it was much easier than we thought and we didn’t have to fuck shit up at all. But I think it will stick well, I made it like biodegradable stitches the spell will dissolve when it is done working. Then I got a neat back massage where Raven tortured my back and my butt in ways I’m sure were good for me. I didn’t get a de-brief cause I was drooling by then on the mat and my nose was all running. Needless to say I am knotty(naughty what ever). Apparently my butt is hard as a rock in the bad way…don’t quite get that but ok. Then we hung out on my bed and chatted about cool stiff until late in the night when I was going to pumpkin. We realized we all have reasons to be envious of each other so it works out pretty evenly.

I really like hanging out with girls, ok and gay men too. I wonder if straight men are threatening to me. I just click well with women and we socialize in ways guys don’t tend to do with other guys or at least with me. Although the women I do hang out with are women who don’t like other women and like to hang out with guys more often. I do often wonder if it is the latent sexual attraction that drives me to hang out with women, if I like the energy or the feel or if I relate emotionally, or I just don’t like the competition of other men so I hang out with women. Hmmm need to look into that. I mean I want male friends, and I used to have really good ones but they tend to get relationships and married and kids and blah blah and they don’t open up as well as most women I hang with. Need to make an effort(more than just gaming) to get some guy time in.
I slept like a rock and woke up on time and am full of energy, with a slightly stiff back. Magick and good company do wonders for me.